yesterday was one of the funnest days ive had for a while... some friends and i went to the mall at around 6:00pm and go figure, it was all closed except hot topic.. hehehe, so we went into hot topic and a friend of mine bought some stuff, then we later drove to the local barnes and noble and looked at some magazines for a good hour or so.. it was actually pretty entertaining, then we went over to a restaurant called "panda express" and we got some food and drink... may i add that i drank too much and got a huge ass tummy ache when we left.. afterwards we went to TARGET the GREATLAND!!! muhauhaha, we looked at stuff and actually got to see a film where crystal was walking threw some lingere and tripped then hid behind some panties.. hahhaha, it was classic.. then afterwards we went over to a friends house... another note is NEVER try to fit 4 people in a 2 people car.. it realllllyyy hurts! anyways, we went to twiggys house and hung out there for a while, then everyone ignored the "wind" (which was me) cause i wouldn't sing falsetto.. i later did to avril lavinges "im with you" in the car which proved to everyone that i can sound just like a little girl.. it was actually pretty fun - i was just glad that i could spend time with friends.

When i was dropped off at 10:30.. i realized i was supposed to be dropped off at 9:00.. which later resulted in waking up to having your dad and step mom saying that they don't approve of staying out late with people older than your own age.. and how i need to live by the rules and call them and inform them if plans change... so i guess im grounded for a week.. till next monday.. i guess its actually a good thing though cause i REALLY need to practice my bass (i haven't done so in 2 weeks) and set some time apart for myself.. then my rents had the odacity to say that my friends are bad influences and that i need to spend more time communicating with friends my age and with my rents.. i couldn't belive it.. that was the most gayest thing that they have ever said.. they dont even know my friends and they're already making assumptions as to how they act and influence me... stupid fuckers.. anyways..

i woke up this morning and i started to remember my dreams.. i dreamed that i was in biology class and the person i liked was talking to someone else, and they were about to reveal their email address, and i started to walk by so i could possibly hear what they would say, but they ended up not saying anything.. and i just kept walking... that was the first dream, then i had another dream that i was at a korn concert with crystal, roxanne, and my dad and i remember that slipknot was performing first, and i hated it so much cause they were wearing those gay ass masks, then all the sudden they started singing "justin" by korn, and it sounded just like korn.. and i remember that the speakers and sound system was horrible, you could only hear from like 4 speakers in the front, it wasn't that great, but then i woke up or something and i didn't even get to see korn perform, but it was really weird.. that was the second dream. then i remember that i was at a prom or something, and people were getting arranged as to where they had to sit and i dont know who i was sitting next to, but i remember this one girl was saying how this one guy kept coming down to be with her.. i didn't understand that dream at all ... then i woke up at around 11:00 and got the speech (that i mentioned earlier) from my rents..

but recently i've been getting deeply interested in japaneese-rock-goth bands.. such as Malice Mizer, Key The Metal Idol and Gackt.. they're actually pretty good.. But anyways.. I'll update later...

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