Today is/was such a great day. I'll tell you why in a just a second.. But I must go by chronilogical order..

Okay, fast-forwarding to Guitar..

Right before Guitar started -- I saw Kensey and she was looking really hot today. Hehe, But anyways.. After we met there I gave her Jorge [my backpack] cause Kensey and Jorge had to discuss some issues.. concerning their relationship.. And guess what?!?! They broke up!! I can't belive it!! haha. But they're over with.. And when she went to Choir -- I swear like 5 people were talking to me at the same time, I had Katie pulling me to Guitar -- Roxy taking my beanie -- Lauren asking if I liked Kensey.. and I was just like "AH!!" So I got my beanie back from Roxy and I told Lauren to tell Kensey that I was planning something big for lunch, and then I went in and found out some info that happened in 2nd period from Katie..

Turns out that Katie, Lauren and Kensey have Spanish 2nd period all together in the same class and today Kensey came in and was talking to Katie about how she liked me and stuff -- then someone said "Jeff? I thought he was gay.." and then Lauren went up to Kensey and told her, "Well, Jeff's not exactly straight.. He's gay and he likes a lot of guys and he liked this guy a while back but he moved away.." And Kensey's reaction was "What? But.. Jeff told me he liked me.. He can't be gay. He likes me, He's going to ask me out and stuff.." And I guess Katie heard the convo and she went over and told Kensey, "No, don't believe Lauren -- she doens't know what she's talking about. Jeff's bi but he really does like you and he talks about you all the time in Guitar. He loves you." And so then Kensey settled down and was happy that she was reasured.. But I'm so pissed off at Lauren -- she almost fucked everything up..

So after Guitar/choir -- I met up with Kensey again and we talked at lunch and I read her a poem that my Guitar class wrote to her about her and I and she enjoyed that. Then right after the poem I asked her out..

And she said yes!!

So now, Kensey and I are OFFICIALLY dating. Isn't that just fucking exciting?!?!? I was so happy and excited after that. And then after that I took Kensey for a walk and I told her the truth about everything from me, myself. And told her that I was infact Bi but that I really liked her. And I told her that the reason why I started to hang out with the new group was cause of Jake -- cause I like him. And she was cool about that -- she even thought it was kinda funny that that was the reason why I started hanging out with them. But I think I may have made a bad mistake by saying right after I told her about Jake, "And you know I'm just trying to get what I can, ya know?" and she was like, "Oh, I see how it is!!" and I was like "No! Not like that!!" and I gave her a big hug and she was like "mmhm.." but in a teasing way ya know? So I'm glad she's cool with that.. I'm just so excited cause I have NOTHING to hide from her now!! So in a way I guess I'm glad Lauren did that fucking stupid thing -- cause then Kensey would never know.. But now she does and I'm so excited about that.

But one thing I do kinda feel bad about is at lunch -- I kinda didn't pay much attention to Angela and Loretta. But I hope they understand why I wasn't really there.. I was with Kensey and now that we're going out I kinda have to spend time with her ya know? And they've both told me that they didn't wanna take me away from the group cause they both know how much I like that group but they don't want me to forget about them. But I don't forget about them.. I just get preoccupied with Kensey and everyone else. They kinda have to see it through my perspective.. I haven't had a TRUE girlfriend since I was about 12. Cause Ashley didn't mean shit to me.. And I'm just so excited about things with Kensey -- I just don't want to ruin things with her at all. She means a lot to me and I don't want to make any bad impressions on her or something. Cause the summer is coming and I want to find a way to continue having a relationship with her rather than have her forget when summer starts. So I kind have to make the MOST out of the time I have left with her at school ya know? But I must say that probably from now on Lunch will be a busy thing for me. I'll have to spend good amounts of time with Kensey -- and her friends.. while still communicating to my friends. It'll be hard.. but I'll find a way to make it work.

So as you can see .. I'm fucking excited about my new girlfriend.. That reminds me -- She asked for me to bring in some of my poetry so she can read it at school. :)

So yeah.. I'm just thinking about tomorrow and how fun it'll be. I'm gonna try to find Kensey in the morning so I could try and find her 1st class [even though I know it's a Math class] but I wanna talk to her anyways.. Hehe.

After school I had to go get the back wires of my braces cut and so on the hour long drive.. I was just sitting there and I was thinking about the day and how great things are going.. And well when we got to the doctors place and got everything fixed on my braces, I was listening to my CD again [which I had Marilyn Manson's "Mechanical Animals" playing] and then in a meager attempt to try and 'bond' my dad suggests that I play it on the car stero. So I gladly accepted and put it in and I think by the second song, "The Dope Show," my dad was getting a little uncomfortable with the lyrics considering he was turning it down and shit.. So I took the CD out and started listening to it again on my portable one, and my dad didn't even say a word.. Cause I was right. I knew he wouldn't like him but hey - I don't dispize of his attempt to try and be a good father.

But I also took this quiz thingy online which talked about personality disorders.. And so I think I'll post my results.

Below are the results from the test.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

So yeah, I guess that's all I gotta say.. But eeeeEE...!! I got a girlfriend!!! ::jumps up and down with glee:: I think I'll probably go for a late night walk tonight. Just to kinda go over things and stuff. But for now.. I'm really happy.. and I must say.. I think I'm in love. :)

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