Just got back from going to 6 Flags and Wendy's with Ashley and Roxy. I must say.. overall it was worth everything. But there were times through-out the day where I just wished I was somewhere else..

I got up around 7:10AM which was very LUCKY cause I had set my alarm for 7:00AM but it didn't go off.. so I'm thankful that I even glanced at the clock when I did. I took a shower -- got ready and then while waiting for Roxy to pick me up, I slipped in my 'Untouchables' CD by Korn. I must say, I'm starting to get into them again. Ehehee. So I was listening to that while waiting, and then finally she came around 8:19AM and we went over to pick up Ashley.

As I went up to the door to ring the doorbell, I remembered that Ashley has some new doggies, and as they answered the door I saw the cutest little puppy .. it was white and it reminded me of a wolf. It was sad to later find out that it was 98% blind and 90% deaf. It was so cute though.

After we all got into the truck, we headed over to Safeway where I got 3 donuts (WOOHOO!!) and they got a donut and we searched around for some lunch material.. but we never found any. We bought those and I ate 2 of my donuts out in the parking lot and started to get sick.. Then we went over to McDonalds and I got a drink where we also saw some 'Mar Mar' guys.. [Mar Mar = Hot guys.. haha I'll explain later.] After that, we got back in the truck and we were headed on our way to 6 Flags! w00t! LOL!!1.@2 OMG WTF?!?!!!!!1!??! [..my impression of a 13-year-old-teenage-girl..]

The ride over there was QUITE amusing. We were listening to Roxy's CD's [too bad she only brought 2 CD's which were both mix CD's] and we were talking the whole way down there. We blasted the music.. and screamed at drivers.. cussed out old grandma's.. overall -- it was a lovely time.

So then we get over to 6 Flags [about an hour later.. haha] and we find out we gotta pay 10.00$ for parking.. what whores! ..We ended up paying them.. and then headed over to take the trolly.. or whatever the fuck it's called.

Haha. Okay, well when they were loading up people, I had to be separated from Ashley and Roxy cause there wasn't enough room to fit there.. and at that point.. I don't know why but I was already feeling left-out and forgotten. I was sitting about 3 rows behind them but I just felt so distant.. I didn't like the feeling.

Then we got to the park and got in. We decided to go on Roar first. As we were waiting in-line, Roxy turns to me and says, "We gotta come up with a code! For hot guys.." and I started thinking.. and we couldn't think of anything.. Then I went up to her and whispered, "Mar mar..." [which is actually just a saying we say a lot anyway] and we decided to use that as the code for hot guys. She told me later one that while we were in line -- this guy that was behind us in line was checking me out. Well, that's what she said he was doing.. and he was kinda cute too. ;D

So after we rode on that.. I had to [once again] sit alone on the ride.. which put me into another bad mood.. but they re-assured me that I shouldn't be so "bitchy" [they fucking REPEATLY called me that.. and that pissed me off a lot] and to be happy. So I put on my best fake smile.. and went on with everything.

Then we went on some other rides (this is where my descriptions skimp down cause .. it's been a long day..) and I was good for the first 3 rides, then by the 4th I began to get sick (mostly cause I was feeling constipated..) and I honestly felt like I was gonna blow chunks.. it was that nasty. But it went away after a while. Then finally we spotted some more Mar Mar guys.. well, I did. Haha, and he reminded me of a cross between Trevor and a hotter guy. Cause Trevor.. he's not that hot. He's not hot.. Okay why am I thinking about my friend like that? Ew.. haha ..

But while we were waiting for this one ride to open (which was were I saw the Mar Mar that reminded me of Trevor) this little .. bitchy kid (that must've been about 4 years old) and he kept swinging on the ropes next to us.. and Roxy was getting mad at him, so as he was sitting on it.. I went over to the other side of it and PLOPPED right fuckin' on it, and flung that kid about 2 feet. Haha, it was great. He fuckin' deserved it though..

Then after a bit, we went on every ride.. but by the time we got to Kong (it's the name of a ride there) we were all getting burnt out. We didn't talk much.. and I could tell people were getting bored. I was even getting bored myself. But finally we got on the ride (which we waited for for about 45 minutes) which only lasted about 3 minutes. ;(

Once we went on Medusa, there was these 2 Mar Mar guys behind us, and they were cute.. but at that time -- Roxy and Ashley were continually calling me "a bitch" and I was seriously.. about to just leave. It was pissing me off, I don't like it when people say shit about me. I know for a fact that they wouldn't wanna be in my position either. It just pissed me off.. but after that ride -- I must've contorted my neck on it and it hurt a lot after the ride. It still does.. ;(

So then after that we went on Vertical Velocity and stuff.. There were these 2 guys and 1 girl that were talking about us.. we could easily tell cause.. you know when you're talking to someone about someone across the room -- right after you're done talking, you look right at them? Well, thats how we could tell they were talking about us.. or just me. It seems that a lot of people were doing that.. either talking about all of us or just me.. or Ashley .. or Roxy. It was strange but at the same time kinda cool .. as long as what they were saying were nice things.. or even erotic things ... ;) hahah.

But after a while.. I was feeling as if I didn't belong there. Cause I ended up going on that rollercoaster alone cause of the mix-match of people and I just .. I was there but I felt like I was at home or something. They weren't talking to me and I was feeling left out -- once again. But after a while Ashley started interrogating me..

"What's wrong? Don't fuckin' lie to me Jeff.. Are you okay?"

I wanted to tell them "No" but that would only leave them to think I wanted attention.. and in reality -- I did. I don't like being left alone -- abandoned or forgotten.. which is why I'll take it really hard when we move.

But then we left after that ride, we had gone on ever ride there though -- so we got our money and times worth. It was 4:30PM when we left.

The ride back was tiring.. everyone was at the end of their wits. We were definitely burned out from the park, but I managed to hang onto some sort of sanity. We slowly started to get more excited as we were getting closer to Sacramento.. We started screaming at random cars and just having fun. We headed over to Wendy's for dinner and when we were near the Wendys -- there was this car that fuckin' hissed at us.. (haha, strange I know..) and so Roxy yelled at them (which turned out to be really nice lookin' Mar Mar's..) and they would purposley slow down in front of us.. and stuff. They were cool, but we turned off to Wendy's and they kept on driving .. ;(

So then we ate at Wendy's.. and yet AGAIN, they started calling me "bitchy" and I was just like, "What the .. shut the fuck up.." and I started to just ignore them, and then they get on me with, "What's wrong? Geesh.." and I'm just like why wont you fucking shut up yet?!.. I just couldn't handle it.. and after a while they just stopped .. thank god cause I was just gonna cuss them out or something.

But then afterwards.. we were all tired.. so Roxy just dropped us all off. Which I guess was the good decision, since if we would've hung out more we would've killed each other.. I know I would've ..

But for the first time, we all agreed that those guys in the car where really hot. For the first time EV-AH! Isn't that awesome?

So now I'm back home.. and I guess my rents have the neighbores over in the backyard for dinner. I don't mind.. I already ate and I'm full still. I'm just sitting here listening to my music, which may I say I found a new song to love! "(I Can Never Be) Your Woman" by White Town. Wow, I love that song sooo much! Ehehee.. thanks to Roxy for playing that song. ;P

You know who I miss a lot right now? Angela.. I wish she were here. WHOA!! FUCKING WEIRD!! Now "Your Woman" is playing on my random list!! HAhahahahA!! That's so fuckin' awesome.. ::blasts it:: Anyway.. I want Angela back!! I wanna go to Taco Bell again with her before I move.. I wanna see her before I move.. but I guess I can do that when she gets back.. and I'm in Grassvalley. ;(

Which reminds me.. I should be moving things in my room into boxes so we can take them and pack them someplace.. I'm not sure where though.. ? But my dad told me I should be doing that.

Dude, why is my palms sweating so much.. it's disgusting. It's like making all the dirt from my hands transform into moisture onto the keyboard.. now it's gonna be all nasty feeling later.

Haha, the neighbors have these two little cute daughteres and I just opened up the window in the room and since the window is facing the back yard, I just heard them run to the window right now.. They're listening to what I'm playing (which currently is the White Stripes -- Seven Nation Army) but I have the shades closed. Heheee... Too bad little fetuses..

I also just downloaded the new MSN 6, and I must say.. I guess I like MSN a BIT better than AIM now. It has all and MORE things than AIM can offer and still be reasonably sensible in taste. You can even use your OWN pictures for the buddy icons (WITH NO SIZE LIMIT!!!) and you can also use your own pictures for your background (WITH NO SIZE LIMIT!!!) so.. in conclusion .. I love MSN 6. :D

One thing that is currently sticking out in my mind that Roxy told me today is she told me, "Jeff, you're so judgemental.." and that pissed me off. How am I different from anyone else? Everyone is judgemental -- but when I laugh at someone cause of their hair .. no, no I'm the judgemental one, and no one else is? Everyone is judgemnetal it just depends on how you show it -- from showing it publicly and being honest, or holding it in and being respectful. Two conflicting sides -- honesty and respect. Which one do you fall into?

.. I'm talking to my brother now on AIM. I guess he wants to talk to me for some reason.. he takes a while to type so I have no clue what he has to talk with me about. I asked him if he wanted to talk to Dad, but he said he wanted to talk to me for a min.. Oh, well he's wondering if he should move back here to live. (Currently he's living with Fernando [the cute guy ;)] in San Lois Obisbo).. I'm asking him why, I'm not sure why he would want to, I would much rather live with a friend than family -- unless it was with my brother. Cause my brother is really cool. I love him hehe.

Well.. I guess I updated enough for the time being. I'm gonna go now, I'll probably end up updating later tonight though.. Bye for now.

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