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October 24, 2003 //_ 1:08 PM

internet is fucked up. i have to use my fathers computer to be on here.. but i doubt this will work for long .. once they find out im failing 3 classes, im off the computer till the next semester.. which should be in 2 months.

and i talked to jeff on the phone.. he hasnt asked his father yet but he predicts he wont be able to go see texas chainsaw massacre .. however, sara said she had to work for a while but might be able to make it to the 4:00 showing at the theatre, she just needs money and she might be able to go.

i only have four dollars. not good. need to clean my room or something .. i would steal from my father but the damned man took his wallet with him.

so i bet today will probably not happen. i doubt jeff will be able to persuade his father into letting him go, let alone spend the night. and sara said she might not be able to go either, since shes going to a concert tomorrow. but she did call and say her mom said "im not saying yes and im not saying no" .. so she has to do some chores .. maybe she will be going ..

*sigh* i just feel like .. there's no use in anything. it's like theres so many things holding me back when in reality theres nothing. just my imagination. maybe i want something to be holding me back, but i just dont know.

mm .. i forgot about the complexity in portisheads self titled album .. its beautiful .. her voice and the tranquility of it while still being strong throughout her composition .. marvelous ..

whoa. forgot to update. now its 2:38 .. im gonna call sara. updates later. xx

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