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You're Pain Wooven Through My Flesh
August 26, 2004 //_ 10:29 PM

I walked into my room, and Anthony followed.

There were candles all around the floor. Black long ones.. flames lit.. pillows about.. no bed, just blankets and pillows.

"I'll just curl up and sleep as long as I wake up 20 minutes before I have to go or something.." he said as I saw my brother in the kitchen messing around with things.

Anthony instantly got up and went to my closet - not sure if he should run in to hide if my brother were to come or not.. and he heard his footsteps coming and rushed in and closed the door. But I could still see his legs dangling from the shelf he was sitting on in there.

Zach, my brother, ran into the room, tears pouring from his blood-stained eyes, holding a paper CD case holding a switchblack within.. he was threatening to kill me.

I rushed into the closet, to protect Anthony .. or to have him protect me, and Anthony rushed out and chased him back downstairs. He came back .. panting .. I was startled, so I thought I would escort him outside to his car so maybe we could get away from this.

I opened the door and a knife was jammed into the wall leading out. As we peared outside, we noticed my brother running around past the porch into the front field. Anthony grabbed the knife and started throwing it at the wall repeatedly to attract his attention .. Eventually he noticed and raced up the stairs to confront Anthony. They got into a fight.. I couldn't see what was going on .. Then suddenly ..

My brother froze. The look in his eyes .. some sort of far-away pain .. and then he ran back downstairs .. And by that time, Liberty came by and threatened me with a knife.. she started to head back down the very stairs that my brother did when I had to speak up.

"Liberty, STOP! We cannot do this anymore.. I can't.." and she came up the stairs, slowly .. one by one .. And nodded. I left her there.

By this point .. I was freaking out. I was crying tears .. everywhere. All over. Anthony noticed and started rubbing my side.. in an attempt to make me feel better. I couldn't stop anymore .. and then he smiled at me .. and leaned in and kissed me.

Shocked, I didn't know what to make of it .. so we hugged. The kind of endless hug that we wish would never break it's lock. I was still crying as we kissed once more underneath those stairs. I told him he had to go. He turned the corner and asked, "How will we see each other again, since I can't be snuck in anymore?"

"I'll talk to you online about that .."

He left.. as he did, I went out from underneath the stairs to see him off, when I notice some drunk people driving .. but they weren't just that .. I noticed they were tossing things out of their windows.. as I looked around I noticed these "things" where skinned animal corpses. No hair. Just peachy skin and rotting flesh. Then I heard a noise and turned around..

I saw my brother standing in the doorway with blood pouring out of his eyes.

Then..
I
woke


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