It's Not Up To You .. It Never Really Was | |
September 10, 2004 //_ 11:56 PM | |
So maybe I have a lot of people that are pulling at me online. And maybe I like that feeling sometimes .. but why do I feel so superficial in the process? Why do I feel that what I'm saying is wrong, and why does everyone persist with their thoughts? I cannot just tell you from my heart. I cannt manage. I don't know what love is. I haven't experienced anything more than a crush. A fantasy. An obsession. I think love incorperates more than one side of an emotion. All I've felt is from my heart .. not a second. "It's not meant to be a strife And sometimes I feel that what I am is wrong. That who I've convinced is right .. is actually wrong. I want to know why. Or which one is right. I dont want to love anyone anymore. xxxx |
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