And So I Thought I'd Better Leave This Place | |
September 15, 2004 //_ 7:59 PM | |
"Oh good God what has he done I don't even feel like I can talk in here anymore. I always have something to say, but now, I'm concerned about the people that read it. The people that I know, that read it. I thought I had found someone to put a solace through. But I'm not so sure anymore. And that's just like me: find something - have it around for a while - then find reasons to disagree and move on. So typical me. I don't believe I have cried in more than five months, and just a few moments ago - I did. I miss Angela so much .. all the memories and how .. amazing she is. The one and ONLY person I have ever agreed with everything on .. the ONE person that I trust I want to go back. Take it all away. I don't care about what slates must be cleaned - I want it back to my simplicity. The shame train. Sniffway. The frog. Liberating the meat. The effects of being high (a cartoon). Homestarrunner. No orange throwin'. Lunch time. Hiding behind the pillars from everyone and talking. Our crappy 2 notebooks. The creepy house at night. Staring at the stars. The online Kami-Us incident. Collaboration Days. I want it all back. xxxx |
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