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Spin Spin Sugar
October 24, 2004 //_ 2:00 PM

i think i'm going crazy. i have major mood swings from very content to almost insanely lonesome. but today's sunday : school monday - not looking forward to that.
right now :
i want to run around .. bring the sky into my skin and just .. feel the weight of the sun. i want to go for a walk and smell the flowers and all that fun shit.
but sooner or later i'll trip into the mud
and for a while i almost wished i had better cds that were more up-beat and happy .. but i've been playing bjork ("who is it" / "alarm call") and i'm currently playing goldfrapps "black cherry" album.
can't stop - oh, off the train


i've seen attention : see through me
i want perfection : i'm real need
could i give everything up to be with you?
the pictures on my walls are starting to come undone. and i'm starting to lose my frill. sometimes i wish i could be a movie star. then maybe i could pose a question of love in a sense of "acting".. but we're seperate and i'm still me. you'll forever be the screen. i want more than i can have.
could i bother you for some apathy?
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