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I Think Maybe I Was Laughing
November 05, 2004 //_ 10:37 PM

i miss having phone calls where i would be so excited i just couldn't stop talking. the kinds of phone calls where you never realize what time it is until the batteries start dying. times when i wish something more came between us than empty space and telephone lines.

sweet baby don't cry .:. your tears are only alibies.

and i want to feel a touch again.
and i want to feel a crush again.
just not with you

should i feel bad leading a boy into something so dishonest? should i feel any more ashamed of what i'm using? .. i wish i could apologize ahead of time. but i'm just so desperate..
and alone
it doesn't matter what i say, he'll keep asking me for something i shouldn't hand out.

xxxx

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