I Think Maybe I Was Laughing | |
November 05, 2004 //_ 10:37 PM | |
i miss having phone calls where i would be so excited i just couldn't stop talking. the kinds of phone calls where you never realize what time it is until the batteries start dying. times when i wish something more came between us than empty space and telephone lines. and i want to feel a touch again. should i feel bad leading a boy into something so dishonest? should i feel any more ashamed of what i'm using? .. i wish i could apologize ahead of time. but i'm just so desperate.. xxxx |
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