i .. am .. so disappointed right now. i saw alexander with alice .. and yes, it was a pretty good film .. but, all this rumour of jared leto and colin farrell kissing was a farse. i am so pissed! i wanted some kissing action between these two very attractive young men. but noooo..

and all the scenes that it looked like they were going to kiss .. they just hugged. i nearly pissed myself. but jared leto was pretty damn sexy in it (GAH! with eyeliner too!) .. and so was colin (when he had longer hair) .. so that kinda made up for it. the fight scenes were pretty neato. and that one dude, Deoago or .. something, his weird male servant was really ugly. i can't believe he kissed him over jared. what-ever!! and this servant guy was nasty! oh, and i saw colins ass .. which was nice. :)

okay, enough of me being gay and all that crap.
i found out that if i were to die at school tomorrow (about the whole rumoured shooting) .. my dad wouldn't care. yeah, he said "hey, if it happens, its meant to be" .. and so i hope i do die tomorrow just to spite him. cause i told him i don't want to go to school tomorrow.. but i think a part of me knows .. the more sensible side .. that there won't be a shooting tomorrow. its a half day anyway.

and right now.. i'm starting to get really angry at a lot of things. i want to cut my hair so badly. i'm making a promise to myself that i will not be disappointed again with Brokeback Mountain (Jake Gyllenhaal & Heath Ledger) .. if I'm disappointed like this again over a movie, i might just implode or some shit. *sigh*

xxxx

PS: I am officially the only person who has listed Brokeback Mountain as their favourite movie BEFORE it has come out. So all you bitches who will add it to your favourites when it comes out, screw you! (PPS: there's 2 users that have it listed as their favourites, and i'm still the only person with it in their favourites).