this song makes me feel so .. alone. for some reason it holds some huge significance inside and .. i know what it means to me and why. i don't want to tell anyone cause you'll think i'm immature and silly. unpractical and unrealistic. dreamy and far-fetched. i'm all of the above but for a new selection how about heartbroken. (and for no reason)

i may have someone to hold but it's not like its going to last forever. and i hate people that have hopes of making it past their high school years. doesn't anyone have a mind other than myself to know that people change? you can have a change of address .. change of name .. why not a change of heart? it's not like i'm going to love you forever.

so i'd appreciate it if you could just be normal for once. stop thinking all these thoughts at once. i'd like you to allow me to get some sleep at night. i'd like you think straight. i want you to function so i don't have to feel so worn out all the time. i've been dragged down by your choice of paths. i'm so tired of seeing dust.

(and i'll) wear a smile while we talk.
(and i'll) never discuss the problems.
(and i'll) answer with "fine."
(while i still feel lonesome)

you know, i much prefered you walking away .. i've been here now, i know what to say.

xxxx