Listen, I'm fine now.. I don't want to talk right now. Thank you for your concern. | |
January 31, 2005 //_ 7:30 PM | |
3 pages of feelings i wrote out. about these 4 people in my life. they can never escape my mind and as much as i tell myself they dont matter to me, they obviously have left stains all over my thought process. it makes me feel so barred when i know these people will never read what i wrote. i will never tell them what i think. i will never inform them on the false meanings i hold behind their name. it's just impossible to say what i mean. and its hard to exist when i feel like i don't matter. decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse and time yet for a hundred indecisions. xxxx |
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