And I'll Come When You Call, And You'll Sleep While I Cry .. Sweetheart | |
May 15, 2005 //_ 3:08 PM | |
so i met a guy. he was beautiful. he was alluring. he bit my tongue and pulled at my lip .. the scratch on the lower back indicates the intensity. every time he opened his mouth i felt that want. i felt at home. with him. he would scratch me again. and i felt so horrible. i apologized to his girlfriend so many times. she was supportive of it, since she was all over my date anyway. [it was weird] and when everyone i knew cleared the dance floor and he was with her, on the side, i went up top and stood over the railing, staring at the river. [& i'm thinking] and i heard footsteps coming up the stairs. (how i knew it was them) while the last song played, they were kissing and i felt so weird being this third person intruding on their relationship, then he grabbed me and pulled me behind him. i began to hug him tightly .. nibbled on his ear (she told me thats what he likes) and i could see him close his eyes. she asked to put my hand somewhere. i figured somewhere on her body (and since we were all just having fun that night [with all the making out with everyone and taking pictures]) i said sure. she put my hand on his crotch. and when we had our goodbye kiss (how i hated those things), i felt that blow to my mind where i couldn't stop thinking about him. i have no idea what to do. i just want to sleep. xxxx |
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