been left to days for a while. i reason with my window sill but i keep finding myself untied. undone. unreasoned. i have pusued and been left to lie rust. i flip open to disappointment. i give gentle smiles. beyond the sky, the sun's dying; faded & broken promises i made to myself. all those times i wished on shooting stars. all those times i held my breath through tunnels. all those wasted pennies hoping to grant wishes.

down the drain.
down the pipeline.
further and around.

i need a different surrounding.
i'm growing tired of my everythings.

give me happiness.
[snap]
give me fake smiles.
[snap]
give me forget.
[snap]

xxxx