i have a lot to think about. like what else is out there to offer? after this new year begins to dig deep into my skin, where will i have left to lead myself into? where will i find myself this time? (will i end up with you?) what colleges are availible for my lack of responsibility? my deteriorating grades? my failing relationships? will i live somewhere nice? will i have enough money to survive? will i become what my father keeps telling me? (can i prove anyone wrong?)

1) directing films
2) writing
3) music making

i need to cut my hair.
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