|September 30, 2011 //_ 2:12 AM|
tonight had to be the night. I UNDERSTAND that the universe works in strange ways.. and somehow all 3 planets had to make their way into my orbit. as for me, I was preoccupied with settling old scores and catching up with old flames. moving into a big city distanced me from the former self, while at the same time creating a part of me that was always vacant... the one part I always yearned for.. to have that part of ME that made YOU miss ME. Kipp
I also know there are some threads I have yet to tie up and stow away. he circled my orbit and almost caused a head-on collision with the future of where-I-want-to-be. I had to smile and turn my cheek to prevent it. this is something on my behalf I have yet to complete. it feels bittersweet, but it was a part of me becoming who I am. who I will be. who I hope to be (with him) I only hope he understands. Albear
you wore your glasses tonight, something exceptionally cute yet fascinating to me. a beautiful soul like you has no reason to hide behind himself. you allowed me to pull you around, when I sincerely never wanted to hold the leash. your friends were nice and I can only wonder how I came off to them-first appearances meaning everything to me-I can only think of when you approached me in that dim-lit back room. how gorgeous you presented yourself. how awe-struck I became. silent. yet talking out of my ass just to keep you around.
create something with me and realign the whole orbit. take me to the stars and become a part of this universe. I'm more than willing to lend a hand, a track, an ear, open arms and a set of lips to kiss you back within my grasp.
like stated, by saying so forth- I only worry I may jinx any of this.