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April 15, 2015 //_ 7:59 AM

it bothers me to see others i know of my age seemingly spending exceeding amounts of money on fun adventures and trips while i just *recently* acquired enough money to be one week ahead when rent is due.

i have no idea how they do it.. some of them- i don't even know what they do for a job.. but i look at myself and my one job of 7 years and wonder if i'm doing anything right..?

i guess deep down i just hope they're spending everything on credit and have acquired an overbearing amount of debt and all their "fun" and "amazing happy times" are soon to be shadowed by a surpassing amount of depression for their actions.

or maybe i'm just jealous.

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