.. ah.. so much shit happened today.. where to start...

well at school.. (1st period) was kinda cut short, i had to go to a doctors appointment.. but i got to see the guy i like.. god it fucking sucks he's moving! ahh!! i must get a camera or something.. but it was fun while i was in that class, always having katie and i goofing off.. always making others laugh, i had a great time..

then when i got back from the doctors appointment, i went to 2nd period journalism.. man journalism is the best.. everyone there knows me and i know that im friends with everyone.. its a great feeling i get from that class.. i made a lot of friends and had a lot of jokes.. thats where i found my current girlfriend too.. so its alll goood...

then going to lunch, i met up with a few friends and had a few laughs.. lunch is another get-away that i like to do.. not too many friends have the same lunch, but at least there's some..

then going to 3rd period.. i met up with the mixed class.. theres about 3 people in that class that just straight up annoy me.. god, they just WONT shut the fuck up.. its like listening to a dj that wont stop announcing things.. *sigh* but i got some friends in there too, we were watching 'to kill a mocking bird'.. anyways...

then i went to 4th period, probably my favorite and least favorite class... it has the guy i like in it.. and he sits right across from me.. god i love him! muahah. anways, well i had a necklace on and i took it off and was messing with it in my hands and he turned around to watch the movie we were watching, and i looked at him, and he was starring at my hands.. hee! now i know he knows me, and i know he knows that i stare at him like all the time.. it just fucking sucks that he's moving in 3 days.. i dont know how i can handle it..

when i got home, i immediatly got depressed and pissed and started ripping at the posters on my walls, i didn't stop till about most of my shit was off the walls.. i dont know why, then i started to study for finals and i started to break down.. i was crying hysterically and i know it was cause of the guy i like.. i love him so much it hurts to be away from him, and now that he's moving... i'll probably never see him again..

*sigh* love fucking sucks...