elliot smith has killed himself. that makes me sad. i may not have heard anything by him but anyone who produces music, has emotion, sings for their own needs .. will be greatly missed. im sure he's touched many people with his music.

i now hate jeffs father. since he has the day off from work, jeff cant do anything today cause he has to 'read.' bullshit. i did NOT do my fucking essay for nothing. he's coming over tomorrow .. or the next day .. and thats final.

i listened to the bright eyes cd fully today. masterpiece, its beautiful.

and i cant seem to download "can you find the heart?" by ananda project feat. nicola hitchcock. i have the remix downloaded and it sounds great ..

theres nothing for me to do. i have no money. i have no desire to just sleep. theres nothing on tv. not too many people online. friends are busy or .. i dont know. i dont want to really plan something with katie. she's been acting weird. just weird.

guess its just another ordinary day.