i don't really have anything to say right now. everything is predictable at this moment. i honestly think i just don't care anymore. about anything. but maybe i'm just tired.

he wants to find someone who cares. he wants to be pretty for a day : a momentary pleasure in knowing he's accepted. he may have friends but he can't help but feel his image is holding him back. he needs something that's real. none of this prescribed nonsense. and he's feeling sick.

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