Lost Hope But Learned To Hope Less. | |
January 01, 2006 //_ 1:50 AM | |
a years worth of damage can really alter a lot of oppurtunities. this year has caused to me to make decisions and created actions i (on one hand) wish i never did but (on the other hand) am glad i did. its from the deepest pits of our lows where we truly discover parts of ourself hidden. its from these deteriorating standards where we begin to rebuild - recreate - relive and remember what we did wrong so this time around things go better. to discover the perfect year of no regrets would be not human. we are capable of wishes and reliable to keep them but its up to ourselves to accomplish and discover our highs, lows and comfort. "don't be a stepping stone. this year i want to live more of my life. take more chances. get heard. shed blood. heal bones. fade bruises. "but in the corner of my mind sometimes i want to suffer the worst possible pain just so i can believe i've been there. to hang. to shoot. to drown. to suffocate. but there is so much love in here. feeling like myself never felt so fake. "i'm restless and mad and anchiently sad, xxxx |
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