there's something about the haunting beauty in becoming something other than what you really are that draws everyone in. wearing a different mask, taking in another personality.. the realisation that you're becoming less and less yet more and more towards who you wish you had become. from instances through breakdowns, there's always a reminder of where we're all from. the one source that keeps us moving and striving towards that one light, that one hope, that farthest dream, the last falling star and crashing down to earth only to shatter all gravitational forces, and slowing reclaiming .. slowling becoming ..

there's this fear inside us all that we'll never amount to even a grain of what we dream. and with this fear we hide behind it and use it as a shield against all forces that if we had only let our guard down for a second, we may achieve that one grain. making all the difference in ourselves. putting on the mask is one thing, putting down the shield is another.

so begin. destroy yourself.
become unrecognizable.
because inside, you'll know who you are.

it's from our deepest depths where we can learn to begin to climb again.

xxxx