there's that feeling again. the one that makes it way from the back of my mind.. curves its way down my spine and latches itself in my stomach. it rises and falls whenever he crosses my mind. this feeling, i've felt it before.. with a different context.. and this feeling is real. an actual possibility is here and i'm brimming with curiosity .. but i can't let it all out yet. i can't take that chance.

so i am left here. in the dark, sending out smiles and keeping my mouth shut. waiting until the next time we meet.