there's a point to every ending subject. there's a failure to every victory. keeping in mind and checking out the factors, silent conversations can mean more than words could ever conceive.

and the way things are being perceived to me, i feel a bit ashamed. a little afraid of what i may be losing but if something so minimal could have such a huge impact, i feel a little ridiculous.

i'm sorry i'm letting loose. i'm still a little tender.
there are no secrets. only lies.

but this time i think i'm prepared. i think i'm a little more self aware and a little more motivated. there are more important things to strive towards now rather than trying to work on something that will never happen.

with a little courage, in time, you might forgive me.
with a little loving, in time, you might forgive me.
i could still love you